I am keeping an open mind and hoping for a miracle to take place. I received notice we will have to leave our home soon, I never considered having such an experience in America. What the heck else can a person do. Offer his organs for sale, become a hitman. Not for me because I couldn't live with that. Maybe someone out there would like to play a joke on someone who is always joking around. We could set up a sort of a sting for them. I would offer my service to set everything up. I don't know but when you are desperate you brain storm to ideas to somehow save your family. Please if anyone can help us respond back. My cell has been turned off. If it wasn't for a kind neighbor I wouldn't even have Internet service. How else can a man ask for assistance? Thank you for considering my request. Happy Holidays to all!

I guess I was wrong for considering the fact there were people out there who really cared and could help. I have received notice to leave our home. I want be able to stand seeing my daughters standing out on the street at Christmas time. So I will leave this cold cruel hard world behind. Maybe my family can benefit from the little insurance I have to at least have shelter over there heads until they can get needed assistance. Thanks to all whom at least read my message. I wish I had plenty of money myself to reach out to all of you. But I don't and feel like a failure to you and my family. Hope your life is filled with riches, God knows mine has had many rocky times and with my declining health I am just plain tired. I don't have any more fight left in me. Take care and if you have your love ones and good heath then you are ok. James

First I am a very proud man and find it very difficult to reach out for assistance. But when you have children you do whatever you have to for them. I am a 44 year old man. I worked in law enforcement for over 11 years. I was shot at twice stab once and then ran over. No not in the first week of duty. However my department didn't have any sort of disability until after my last accident. I have had 5 major knee surgeries and three back surgeries in the last 5 years. Many as you would expect medical bills. My wife bless her heart works herself to the bone, but as the old country song says to much month at the end of the money. I as well as my Mrs. always reached out to help other's. Having total strangers over at the holidays. Allowing them to take a shower, eat a good meal then wash there cloths etc. But I have reached a point to fall behind on my house payments, and very worried that my 9 year old and 14 year old may be out on the street during Christmas. I don't care about myself, but my girls are the main reason I must put pride behind me and reach out to find assistance. I would like to see a little something under our tree for Christmas. But mainly have a home secured for the holidays. We are 5 months behind. My mortgage is 998.00 per month. I need to have at least 3 payments in by the 20th of December or I'm afraid the same guy's I worked with will have to serve me a notice to leave. I just want anyone to search themselves and please don't take anything away from your family to help me. But if there is someone who finds that they have truly been blessed with life and can assist me then I would be indebted to you. I will get back on my feet again and will past on the favor to help my fellow man kind. Thanks for taking the time to review my request. I know I may not be the most needed person here but maybe my gaurding angle can be sent to me. You can reach me by email or call me direct. radarman708@aol.com